Rylan was my saving grace. All 7 pounds, 11 ounces, 21 inches of her. Just three hours old, my daughter looked up at me, innocently, not touched at all by the trauma surrounding her. I wheeled her bassinet toward the double doors of the ICU, gripping the handles for support, following Nurse Ashley and my mother- in-law, Lisa. The dull beige walls of the hospital corridor seemed to close in. This couldn’t be happening.
Nurse Ashley led us through a maze of corridors to the room where my wife, Shelly, was hooked up to something called a last-chance ventilator. We were there to say goodbye.
This was supposed to be the best day of my life. Our life. On Friday afternoon, 12 hours earlier, Shelly and I had arrived at…
