It’s every mother’s worst nightmare. At 6:30 a.m. on July 12, 2020, LA County sheriff deputies answered a “rescue response” call at Lisa Marie’s Calabasas, Calif., home, where her son, Benjamin, who was only 27, had shot himself and committed suicide. Moments before the gun went off, Benjamin’s girlfriend, Diana Pinto, was heard screaming, “Don’t do it!” Lisa Marie “is entirely heartbroken, inconsolable and beyond devastated, but trying to stay strong for her 11-year-old twins, Finley and Harper, and her oldest daughter, Riley,” her rep said in a statement later that day. “She adored that boy. He was the love of her life.”
He always will be, and almost two years later, Lisa Marie is still dealing with the unbearable grief, but finding the strength to go on. “I will…